Me + Tim + Beach = Amazing :]

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I'm not posting my list any longer.

Not many commissions left. If you would like a sketch, hollah.

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Furcadia Ports, sketches, cgs. I only take Paypal!

Dragon.sama@gmail.com


Furcadia Ports:

$15 for one
$20 for two

Sketches done with my tablet:

$5

Colored finished pics done with my tablet: (aka "CG")

$10


Cheap. Werd.

I am now.. 22.

I had an amazing Christmas.


I was not homeless.
And I was not with someone emo or incapable.
I was not with someone that did not want to be there with me.


It was perfect.


Family.. and Tim. He wanted to meet everyone and was so anxious to spend time with my parents, he is so out going and loves to talk about anything. We opened the presents for eachother then had a wrestle-pillow fight. We talked for 2 hours laying in the dark in bed.. I don't remember what about, but I do remember how it made me feel.

The Christmas dinner was amazing. Decorations were amazing. My family bought Tim gifts too because they know how deeply I care about him.

When I need to cry, he is there. If I am outside in the rain, he comes to get me, even without an umbrella. When I need help, I never feel bad asking him. We do everything together and I can't wait for more. When I think about the future he is the main component.

I was a child then and I am a woman now.

Because now I know what love is.

I'm not rushing to get married. That is a child's fantasy. If you really want to spend the rest of your life with that person, popping out the question just because you think you are in love is not a good enough reason. You have to see the future and work together. That is why it is considered a Life Partner. All new experiences will be shared together, better or worse.

Someone emailed me a month ago talking about some oddball engagement. I did not know them, but I did know that the boy is a child, and I smiled because it was foolish.

My past is now a black cloud. I know what happened, and I'm done thinking about it. It's been packed away and filed into the proper folder of my mind.

I have created new memories and a new beginning, and I am maintaining it strongly, a perfect balance, my ideal stability!

I have overcome bounds. I have grown so much and so far. I have gained insight on many things that I use to be blinded to.

And, when it comes to getting back on my feet, I stand here VICTORIOUS.

Oooooh, it feels so good to be so happy.

Yo!

I just recieved word from the new owner of Meeka.

Anyone remember her? I created the whole character to sell as a whole, hoping it would bring joy to someone to keep cheerish and use. The first owner was okay, she loved her and that is how I had seen it. But the second owner contacted me about her asking for free art that I would promise to the owner who has her, respectfully. And I will, of course!

She has a whole website for Meeka, a background, descriptions, rules, you name it. It made me feel so incredibly happy to see that, because that was the whole purpose to Meeka's creation.

It has taken some time, but now that I have had some feedback, I'm going to do it a few more times. Its going to take a while until I whip up another striking and well rounded character to sell or give to someone. Seeing someone use my characters like that makes me so damn happy!! (By mine I mean hers. Once bought the ownership is to the buyer 100%)



Ragnarok- My High Priest made level 90. This the Loki server by the way, no extra speed exp here. I still double take my own information bar and stare at the "90" that sits in the top right corner thinking, dam. I never thought I would get this far.



On other things, "IRL" news and all that, I'm moved into my new apartment with my boyfriend. I don't like to get into too much detail on this journal because of past foes and unfriendly vile of which come from the darkest grueling spawn from hell (cough...) but I will say this. I am finally, in love, once again. And this time its real, and to a new magnitude. I believe I've mentioned it in a past entry, but I don't like to look back on things. I love him with all my heart, and this could be the one.

My new job (or should I say career yet?) is being a Certified Nursing Assistant (CNA) at Baptist Hospital in Florida. CNA school takes 6 weeks but I got into a course that cost $8,000 to learn it all in 2 weeks, no expense to me. My brain still hurts from all the dam information packed into my head in so little time.

I'm done with school and now I wait for the two finals. In the meantime I'm at home waiting for the tests. After I pass I'll be certified to work as a CNA anywhere in the USA. But I don't need to worry about that since I already found a position AND am already hired for it. *Insert major grin here* Did I mention I'll be getting paid -alot- of money for it?

All is well on this side of the horizon.

Usada

Sup DA.

Long time sour moods bad memories no talk?

Hah.

I build new memories.

My present frantic life, in short:

Moving in with Timmothy into a brand new place together. I am in love once again. I have loved someone like this before.. this feeling in my gut that runs in my veins that feels deeper than the sky.. but to a greater magnitude, a deeper connection.

I think about it all the time: This could be the one. But why should I tell you all about that? Not only are there not enough words to describe how I feel, I can fill up this whole page about it and barely touch the surface. I'm leaving it at that.

That out of the way, also:

I received a new job at Baptist Hospital in Pensacola. I am in the Activities Department learning about physical therapy and currently am in training to be CNA certified (Certified Nursing Assistant). Three weeks of school, and a job at the hospital, is required. Check and check. I'm awesome.

New apartment, and I mean NEW. Me and Timmothy will be the first to live in this awesome home.

That is as short as I can make it?

Oh and Anime Iowa was ok. Just okay. I missed my old friends, but I didn't "convention" much this year.

SO.

For more details: [link]

Most are not public. Haha fail.


CHEEEYEEEAH !!!!

Moving next week. <3


Lots o Love, and maybe some art.



-Usada-